Prince or no Prince..

I thought that I was done with livejournal. This is because I thought I had a husband that would listen to me and support me. I thought I had someone that wouldn't basically tell me to deal with it. I thought I had someone who wouldnt get mad at the reason why I was so upset, even though it is a very good reason to be upset. I wished he would understand how I feel sometimes and not make me feel like it is a petty reason. I wished I had someone to talk to that would just listen to me for once. I am starting to feel like were not right for each other..I dont feel supported..I guess this means that I am back..

First post for 2009.. Not really much to update.. Bought a car..and a house..close on the house on tuesday...Anniversary is on monday..Havent been working.. been taking care of hannah..graduate in december. No more school for me..

Well a week from today is my due date.. My next dr appointment is wednesday and I am going to ask to be induced on sunday if I dont have her before then.. I wouldnt ask if I didnt live 30 miles from the closest hospital.. Usually I am here by myself because everyone works..so..there are a few other reasons as well..

Adams mom has skin cancer, and her surgery is on my due date..She didnt throw me a baby shower yet, because we werent sure of the gender and wont be until I have the baby.. Another convenience is everyone has this sunday off so I know that adam wont miss his baby being born because of work..

Adam and I are still looking into houses.. We found one we liked, but its not in our price range.. They lower the price every month though, so hopefully it will go down enough to where we can afford it, without someone else buying it first..We thought about renting an apartment while waiting on the house thing, but we decided it would just be a waste of money and we would have to move our stuff twice..

So, we are staying at Adams parents house until we see what happens with the house thing.. We still go look at other houses, but I wont settle on a house just because we need one..I want to invest in something we both like.. And we both like that one, so hopefully it works..

It sucks having all of the baby stuff set up, without the baby..I hate waiting.

Other than that, I have been busy with school.. Right now my gpa is 3.93.. so I am doing well.. I am trying to stay ahead in case my water breaks and I am unable to turn in my assignments on time..

It's been a long time since I have last posted.

We have been busy working, and me going to school. We are looking into houses, and have a lead on one. We hope this one works out. I want to start the nursery now dang it.

I am 31.5 weeks pregnant. Only 8.5 more to go if I go full term. I am not sure because I had a dr appointment on Tuesday and she said the baby is already head down. I thought so, but wasnt sure.

My fingers and feet are swollen and I am reducing my work schedule, if ever they will work with me on that. I am almost to the point of quitting.

My mother in law wants to have the baby shower after the baby is born to be sure of the gender.. And I dont really care because I have a lot of stuff for either anyways from people just giving me stuff.

That is about all that I have going on at this time.

I went to my 2nd gyno appointment on tuesday.. I got to listen to the babies heartbeat.. It was 150 bpm. =D On April 29th, I will get to see what I am having, and I cant wait. With work and school and homework, it should help pass the time.

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I made it to 13 weeks!

I am taking bvitamin and unisom to help with my morning sickness. It seems to work. =) My next appointment is on the 8th and then hopefully I can tell if its aboy or girl and start making my registry! =D

I am 11 weeks today. Have very little morning sickness now which is great. I have my first gyno appointment tomorrow so I am excited/nervous about that.

Spent the weekend at my dads and had dinner at my grandmas. It was nice to see them again.

I have a bunch of adam and i's laundry to do today so I will be pretty busy with that.. But being it 3:30 in the morning and I dont have to work, I am going to go back to bed! =D

I am 9 weeks today. Getting up there. Gyno appointment two weeks from tomorrow..31 more weeks to go if I make it full term.

Got my dog and my cat spayed today too.. Not any fun.. Sandy doesnt want to lay down and relax and kiki is attacking her sutures.. She is making me mad because she got all of her shots today and is walking around drunk but wont lay down and rest so I put her in her cage...

Going back to school.. Just have to find my 2006 w2's and tax information...

Early childhood development.

I just had 3 days off of work and I dont want to go back tomorrow! I wont have another day off til saturday.. =/

Well today is not only one of most celebrated days of the year, it is one of the most memoriable. Not only because it is Valentines day, but because it wouldve been Christines 21st birthday.


I am sure she would be making the very best of it if she were still with us.

I was trying to find a poem or something, but just couldnt find the right one that spoke to me.

SO, happy birthday Christine.

I am 8 weeks today and had my first appointment. They weighed me, took my blood pressure, made me answer a bunch of questions, had me pee in a cup and then took my blood.

They confirmed the pregnancy. So in 4 weeks from today I plan on having my second appointment where I bet they will want to take a look up there... I hope not.. but I am prepared. lol

I dont want to tell his parents.. =/

I am 7 weeks pregnant today. All today I had neasea and ended up throwing up... I am glad it didnt happen in front of customers.

I get to find out the gender two days before my bday which is like the best bday present ever!

I got this widget thing on my lj profile and it shows what my baby looks like and how far along I am. Pretty neat, so check it out if you want.

Well I cant use the insurance until the 3rd of february because supposedly thats when I will get my insurance card.. By then I will be 7 weeks.. I just hope it will all be ok.

Apparently I am 4 weeks and 6 days pregnant because they count from your last period and it has been 34 days.. So..

I just got insurance through adams work, I just have to find out how soon I can use it and where and then I will schedule my first appointment. Yay I am excited.

I am about 4 weeks pregnant today! I just cant wait for all of my tiredness to subside I feel so tired lately and have to take naps like everyday. Good thing is I dont have any morning sickness, but I do have headaches. Its just interesting looking online at what my baby looks like right now. Basically doesnt look like a baby until 8 weeks. I have insurance on me now through adams work, but I dont know how soon I can use it since I just got it today and what places will accept his insurance..

Other than finding that out after he gets out of work tomorrow, I can probably schedule a first appointment on Monday or something. I am so excited. I know it wont really kick in until I an hear its heartbeat and see it on the screen when I have an ultrasound. =P

I will have pictures when they get developed, but yeah we just got back from our honeymoon. We went to west branch and stayed at a cabin that had a fireplace and a jacuzzi and watched a bunch of movies and stuff.

I would like to announce that I am pregnant. I had this urge to test and I got two positives from two different brands. So, there is a baby in our future. =P

I have a few things to do before I can go to the doctors though. I have to get myself maternity care through adams work and I have to give the papers to the courthouse to change my last name, and get a new license.. Which sucks because I turn 21 in may which means I will have to get a new one again within a few months time.. but yeah.. Now its just looking into the better job thing, and house in Illinois. =D

My mom is the only one I have told so far and she is happy to be a soon to be grandma.

Well, I did it.

Finally got married. I am very happy, and we all had a good time. We leave for our honeymoon today, I am excited. =D Were going to have a good time reading all of the cards we got. =D

I will put pictures on myspace when I get them developed. =D

I am going to take a pregnancy test on tuesday. Cant wait. So far, so good.

Well a week from saturday and I will be sharing my fiances last name. I am nervously excited right now, but also very much happy. Just counting down the days! I finally got to put his ring on his finger after his knuckle has been swollen for over a month. He cant take it off now, but thats ok haha.

Basically, all I have to do now is to go food shopping. Everything else, I have people taking care of. I am checking things off of the list and it feels great. Things are coming together, other than we need to check into a DJ.

We're now trying for a baby. Other than how it sometimes feels planned when we have to do the deed, I try to keep it interesting. I'm hoping.

But as soon as the weddings over were going to check into moving to Illinois. We may come back eventually, but its what were going to have to do.

Sometimes, living with your in-laws is alright. Other times, like today.. I wished I didnt..I'm not going to go into details. I think that pretty much sums it up.

I am just bored and waiting for my download to finish so I thought I might as well do something in the meantime.

Life is going alright, I am working and thinking about a career change and where to get my education for that..

I am working on the final touches of Adam and I's wedding next month. Wow, I cant believe it. 39 more days! I cant wait. I know where were going for our honeymoon though. There's a cabin that's like 2 hours from here and were staying there for a few days. It has a jacuzzi and a fireplace. It's going to be awesome.

Adam and I decided that were going to start trying for a baby in January, pretty excited about that as well. Since I work around baby clothes I always have to say when I see something cute lol.. so hopefully everything goes to plan.